well that happened

September 2nd, 2010

England Day 2 – 21 was a whirlwind of fun, food, and friends.  I can cross “eat at a Michelin restaurant in Europe” off of my bucket list: we had lunch at Gordon Ramsay’s Maze and it was fantastic.  I *did* have a slight allergic reaction to the celeriac puree (slightly swollen itchy throat, difficulty swallowing) but I powered through it because there was no way I was going to let that ruin my lunch.  We finished and immediately found a Boots and got some allergy meds and I was better in about 15 minutes.  Did some more nature-y walks, visited some pubs, went to Stonehenge, Bath, and Stratford-Upon-Avon.  Saw Warren in Cambridge, visited Ginny in Basingstoke.  And of course there was The Wedding which was absolute perfection.  Honestly, I think it’s about dead even with mine when it comes to all time best weddings I’ve ever been to.  Pics from the Three Week Vacation in Heaven are on my facebook, although seeing as how it’s been 3 months since I’ve posted you’ve probably already seen them.

I have a part-time job now, so that’s something.  Doesn’t pay much, and it’s not exactly thrilling, but it’s money and it’s something to put on ye olde resume; and since it’s only part time I can still spend the rest of my day looking for The Dream Job.

House is still blank; I’m completely out of my element with regards to interior design, so rather than do a garish job of decorating I’ve chosen to not do anything at all.  Also, I’m lazy and cheap.  So there you go.

I’ve started running, kind of, and am thinking about doing a half-marathon in December.  We’ll see how that goes though.  I lost 6 pounds while in England simply from walking everywhere.  I was eating constantly and drinking massive amounts of beer, and lost weight, best diet ever.  Then I got back to the States and promptly gained back 8 in two weeks from doing absolutely nothing but sitting on my arse looking for a job and playing video games.  I pretty much suck.  Hence, the running.

Some of my friends are doing a weight-loss competition for fun (and money, the pot is at a mighty $70), so I joined.  I’m about 3 pounds over my “you might want to start going to the gym” weight and one pound over my “scary” weight, so I figured why not.  Probably won’t win but at least it’s motivation.  Maybe it’ll motivate me to blog about my progress?  Meh, i think i’ll have another beer and a bowl of ice cream instead.

I love England – Day 2 – South Downs and Brighton

May 30th, 2010

I got this fantastic book of walks in England so we decided to hike in the South Downs along the Seven Sisters cliffs.  Got up around 10 and we left around 11:30.  Words and pictures will never do it justice as that walk was simply amazing.  White cliffs, green hills, blue skies, it was beautiful.  Chloe made some cheese sandwiches so we had lunch with a view of the rolling hills while we could hear the waves below us.  John was obsessed by this random little lighthouse that seemed to be in the middle of the water with no way to get to it.  He took several pictures and plans on “working out this mystery” at a later time.  Pretty funny, but I guess you had to be there.  Got back around 5ish, had some coffee, I watched Chloe make this fantastic lentil & eggplant bake for dinner.  I can’t say that I helped her because I did absolutely nothing;  I was focused on what she was doing so that I can recreate it when we get back to Texas because it was that good.  Walked to The Greys for a quick drink and were in bed at the sensible hour of around midnight.

I love England – Day 1 – Brighton

May 30th, 2010

I’m going to try to blog a bit about every day so that I can have a bit of a record of what I did. In theory I could just write in a journal like I’ve done before, but a) that requires me to go buy a journal, and b) I can type faster than what I write.  And also, it’s easier to be a shameless whore and blog about my awesome vacation if I type it.

Day .5 – Day 1 was spent in airports and airplanes.  Flights were on-time and uneventful.  The North Carolina airport has rocking chairs, how folksy.  They were all filled with people though so we missed that picture opportunity.  Spent the rest of that layover at a Chilis having some mediocre beer and a quesadilla.  Flight to London was about 7 hours, of which John slept 6.  I slept about 2, ugh.  For as little sleep as I had though I felt fine.

Day 1 – Gatwick customs was uneventful.  I was the only one with a giant smile, I looked like an idiot.  I’m always so excited to get there that I don’t mind standing in a 20 minute line. I’m in England!  Nothing can bring me down!  Why is everyone so surly!?  Mark met us and we took the train back to Brighton (he was going to drive us, but he had a car issue so he trained up and back with us instead).  Hung out at Mark’s, had some coffee, walked around The Lanes a bit to get a sandwich/breakfast (John had a salmon and lemon sandwich, goat cheese & asparagus on baguette, and I had cheese & pickle baguette, all fromPret,..score!) took a nap from about 1-3, and then we were up and ready to go again.  More hanging, Mark made dinner (spaghetti bolognaise with quorn), and then we ended up at The Basketmakers for a few beers.  Chloe met us out and we ended up at home around midnight, went to bed around 2.

T minus two weeks and counting!

May 13th, 2010

Two weeks from today I will be standing on English soil, pretending I don’t have jet-lag, proudly wearing my Chelsea shirt, and probably well into my 2nd or 3rd pint (it’s 7:30pm there right now, don’t judge).

No, we’re not taking Catie; we love her dearly but we need a break and grown-up vacation.  No, I don’t have a job yet and am instead going to guiltily spend my husband’s money all over the country.  No, we also haven’t painted the house/bought new furniture/anything else house-related yet.  English holiday trumps spending money on the house, end of story.

Two weeks from today I will be taking a vacation from the mundanity that is my life.  I will not worry about finding a job, I won’t have to think about what to feed everyone for the day, picking paint colors won’t even cross my mind.  I may let myself wonder about Catie a couple of times a day but only for a minute, she’ll be fine; she’s staying with my parents and I know they have all kinds of fun planned for her (swimming pool, zoo, trains, tricycles, books, bad food, etc.).  John said that this will be the only vacation we’re going to have for a while, so we should make it a long one and enjoy it, and I plan to do just that.

In fact, the biggest stress in my life lately is planning what to do on holiday.  I freaking LOVE planning trips, and this one is no exception.  I started out with a blank calendar and it’s slowly filling up, thanks mainly to this fantastic guide book for walks in Southeast England.  I’ve got about 6 walks planned so far, ranging from a quick 90 minute one in London to a 6 hour one in the South Downs.  Speaking of London, we’re probably only going to do a day or two there at the most.  John and I have both spent time there before so we’re only going to hit a few highlights:  he’s never been on The London Eye, I want to go to the Victoria & Albert and the Tate, maybe do a bit of shopping (I’m powerless to resist the siren call of Next and M&S).  We’re also taking this book about “Secret London” with us to check out places off the beaten path.

Also on the to-do list:  driving tours.  We’ve decided to rent a car for a couple of weeks and check out some back roads to facilitate some of our walks.  Neither of us have been to Bath before, and our friend Penny highly recommended checking it out so we’re going to drive over for a couple of days before then heading to Cambridge to see Warren.  Since we have the car it’ll make it easier to get to Stonehenge and Woodhenge (and Strawhenge, shout out Eddie Izzard!) on the way to Bath.  Totally out of the way is Marco Pierre White’s restaurant The Yew Tree, but since this will probably be the only chance I’ll ever have to eat there, we’re going.  End of story.  And while we’re on the subject of eating, “Eat at a Michelin star restaurant” will be crossed off of my Bucket List this trip.  I should probably settle on one and make reservations soon.

The highlight of the trip of course will be The Wedding.  Markie, it’s only a month away!  I remember the month before our wedding, finalizing details, paying vendors, taking the GMAT to get into grad school (….just me?  okay).  I’m also looking forward to the night before the wedding:  UK v US in the World Cup opening round.   In theory, I guess I should support the US, but in practice…well, y’all know me.  I’ll be the only American in the bar wearing an England shirt.  Nothing against the US, but “soccer” isn’t exactly their forte and when it comes to the World Cup I’m supporting England first, with Italy as a close second.  Anyway, back to the fabulousness that will be The Wedding.  This will be the second wedding I’ve been to in England, and I’m debating buying a hat for this one.  Hmm.

Still on the to-do list:  Find out when we can invade Ginny’s new house, make a date with Warren’s girlfriend to drag him and John kicking and screaming to see Sex & the City (there will be beers, don’t worry you poor men), check out some lodgings in Bath, and narrow down some restaurant choices.  2pm now which makes it 8 in Brighton and we’ll probably be well into pint 3, maybe 4.  Mark, get your liver ready…be there soon!

And if any of you have suggestions for places to eat/drink/see/sleep, shoot them my way.

happy birthday catiebug!!

March 25th, 2010

holy crap I have a two-year-old!  I spent a whole $5 and bought her some helium-filled balloons, and it turns out it’s pretty much the best gift ever.  She was so busy playing with balloons that we didn’t even get a chance to open presents.  She also ate two pieces of pizza and almost a piece of cake (she ate all the frosting of course).  It was a good day.

I did a whole lot of nothing today.  Job hunt, dishes, baked a cake, that’s about it.  Tried to log onto WoW but the lag was so bad it wasn’t even worth it.

Foodsies today:  1/2 bagel & avocado for brekkie, kimchi burrito for lunch, two pieces of pizza for dinner, and a piece of cake for dessert.  There will probably be one or two more pieces of cake before the night is over.

will i really get in shape this time?

March 24th, 2010

who knows.  I’m going for a run in a few hours though.  And by “run” i mean “brisk walk interspersed with some light jogging”.  I’ve been eating relatively healthy so far this week.  I’m not counting calories anymore though.  You can, if you want.  I’ll let you know what I’m having and y’all can count for me.  I’m too lazy.  Today I had a bagel & avocado for brekkie, two chocolate chip cookies for 2nd brekkie, I’m having thai noodles w/ sauteed tofu for lunch, and a kimchi burrito for dinner.  And probably two more cookies for dessert.

catie turns two tomorrow, yikes!  Guess I should buy her something.

hello again… hello

March 21st, 2010

just called… to say… hello…..

man, I loves me some neil diamond.  I was recently in KS and copied all of my mom’s neil diamond cds onto my laptop.  true story.

well, it’s been about a month now since I’ve blogged.  I guess I haven’t really been into it lately.  This month has been a bit fraught with… everything.  I haven’t counted calories since my last post, and I just realized that it’s been about a month since I’ve done any kind of physical exercise too.  I’m going to kick both of those things into gear tomorrow (again, some more).

I mainly haven’t posted because I’ve been going through some shit, and i just needed to work through it.  I took one of those online stress tests to measure how stressful my life has been in the past year, and lemme tell you… I was kind of stunned at the results.  I mean, sure I’ve had some stress, but damn.  I had a 344.  Let me just quote from the website:  “If your total is over 300:  Warning: You have a high stress level. Your chance of accident or illness related to your stress during the next two years is great. Stress intervention techniques are strongly urged.” Excellent.

Let’s go through it and hit the highlights, shall we?  Death of a close family member?  check.  Pregnancy?  check.  Outstanding personal achievement?  check.  Ending school?  thank god, check.  Moving!  Mortgage for over $15000!  Miscarriage!  Twice!  Change in sleeping habits!  Fucking Christmas!!  Check check check fucking checkity check!!

And most of this is shit that’s happened in the past 5 months!  Gah!  It’s no fucking wonder i’m sick all the goddamned time.  I just went to the dr a week ago and found out that I had a raging sinus infection, so I’ve spent the past week on steroids and antibiotics.  I keep blaming it on my kid but maybe it’s really… me.

But there is a HUGE bright side to all of this.  John and I had a long  talk recently and decided that we are “one and done”.  Catie is officially an only child.  And I’m announcing it here because I’m really over the “oh when are you guys going to have another?  you have such a big house you should work on filling it up *wink wink*” comments.  And the next neighbor that says that shit to me is going to get the most awesome earful you could ever imagine.  And if any of you even try to say “i’m sorry” about the whole miscarriage thing, I will de-friend you on fb or block you from whatever apps I can.  i’m not even kidding.  I’M not sorry, and you shouldn’t be either.  Shit happens for a reason.

And I have some excellent GOOD stress ahead… the trip to England in June!  I seriously cannot freaking wait!  omg if y’all only knew how much I’m looking forward to this.  You have no idea.  I cannot wait to see my friends.  It’s been too damned long.  And The Brit is going to have the most fabulous wedding ever because he’s getting married in a freaking english manor that looks like a castle; seriously, his wedding may actually top mine, and that’s saying something.  He’s also marrying an amazing woman, so that helps, ha!  Of course he won’t have a crackwhore present, so he’s got that going for him.

I think the only bad stress I have left now is finding a job, but John’s been awesome about that.  He knows HR, he knows how hard it is to get a good job right now, and he’s being fantastically supportive (especially when I have breakdowns out of the blue because I can’t even get a decent interview).

And just so you won’t think that I only talk about myself all the time (c’mon, it’s MY blog, not my kid’s.  doy), I’ll leave you with a Catiebug update.  She’s going to be TWO next week!  how the hell did that happen!  And she’s completely awesome and I freaking LOVE her.  We spent over an hour having a “tea party” on the kitchen floor today which resulted in four completely sopping wet towels, a wet and happy kid, and a lot of fun.  Her newest phrase is “thank you so much!” and of course I want to do whatever she wants just to hear that.  You want a pony?  “thank you so much!”  It’s YOURS.

daily calories, so exciting

February 23rd, 2010

this is getting boring, but i’m going to try to keep it up for 30 days so that I can get a decent overview and average.

brekkie: bagel & avocado – 441
morning snack : chocolate chip cookie – 95
lunch:  7-layer burrito from taco bell, small pepsi – 610
afternoon snack:  chocolate chip cookie – 95
dinner:  three bean chili and southern cornbread – 325
dessert:  2 chocolate chip cookies – 190

total:  1756 thanks to 4 chocolate chip cookies.  worth it!

I did week 4, day 1 of c25k today and wanted to die.  Pushups will be done before I go to bed.

tuesday morning measurements

February 23rd, 2010

I’m up 1.25″ over my thighs, hips, and chest (welcome back, pms!)  Waist is down though.  Weight is up .8 and fat is down to 24.5%.  I don’t know why I still bother to track my weight; I have about a 4 pound range that makes me happy, so as long as I keep it around my wedding weight I’m pretty pleased.  Today I’m a couple of pounds under, but due to my hips/thigh issue I probably couldn’t fit into my wedding dress, ha!  I am going to try it on once I finish C25K though, just to see if I can fit in it again.

Calories today

February 22nd, 2010

Breakfast:  bagel & avocado – 441
Lunch: slice of leftover hawaiian pizza – 160
Dinner:  spicy honey-brushed chicken thighs – 321
brown rice – 108
salad – 203
dessert:  chocolate chip cookies (4 baked, approx 3-4 dough-equivalent; recipe entered at papayahead to calculate calories) – 760

1993!!!   well… ‘93 was a good year, ha!!

In all honesty I have freaking raging pms right now, and around 7:45 I decided that I wanted cake but I don’t have any mixes on hand and the thought of baking one from scratch was just too much for me.  First, I had to find a recipe that sounded good and for which I had all of the ingredients, and second, most of them required sifting and I was just not into that.  Enter:  chocolate chip cookies.  I’ve made them so many times I can pretty much do it from memory and I had all of the ingredients.  But man, I had no idea there were that many calories in them!  Not that it would have stopped me.  I can see myself easily downing 5 or 6 tomorrow knowing full well that they’re almost 100 calories each.  Eh, that’s what the gym is for.

and i JUST realized that I didn’t do monday morning measurements (again!) so I get to do that tomorrow morning with 7-8 cookies stewing in my gut.  Nice.